I remember a long time ago when a publishing company wanted my mother (author and artist Ginilou DeMarco) to write her books under a non de plume (for the slightly less aware, an alias; for the just plain stupid, another name), she didn’t want to do it, and I couldn’t blame her. Part of having talent and sharing it is getting the credit for it as yourself. But, more and more I’m thinking that maybe, just perhaps, that is our ego talking: our bodies have these names, but our souls do not. And, so… I am considering releasing my next album under another name.
I love my name. I always have. My name is cool. It used to be very unique. It isn’t anymore. Unique, that is. It is still cool (but, of course, I am biased). I was proud of my name even back when people never got it right because only a very small handful of people had named their child “Autumn” (much less “Autumn Dawn” – I believe, I was the first…I may be wrong. But, of all the Autumn Dawns I have subsuequently found out about, I am the oldest…making me the original since 1974) and I got called every other name starting with A instead of my name. Or, worse (and this still annoys me to this day, because I still get it occassionally), they would call me only by my middle name. Ugh. My name is Autumn Dawn. Or just Autumn. It is NEVER “Dawn”!!!
In learning soul consciousness versus body consciousness (the internal and eternal as opposed to the external and temporary), I know that while this is my present name, it is not, however, who I am. This body’s name is Autumn Dawn, but I am a soul. And, the thing is, my music has never been successful under this name.
Now, the talent maybe associated with my body, I know. But, creativity is a spiritual quality, an aspect of the eternal identity, the being or soul. And, specifically, music is definitely a spiritual thing.
So, these are my reasons for considering a release in another name. Authors do it all the time (when they want to), and look at Prince, or the artist formally known as, Symbol, or whatever he is calling himself and releasing his music under these days. And, many musical artists chose from the first to go by another name. Of course, I know, Prince may not be a perfect example here, because he was successful as Prince… but, yeah… anywho. Hopefully, you see my point.
While I am proud of my lovely name and proud of my gift (music), it isn’t much of a gift if it isn’t getting the exposure and getting out there. A gift should be giving. I have tried. I have failed and failed and failed. Well, “Autumn Dawn” has failed and failed anyway.
Thus, this serious consideration to release an album under another name (not sure what just yet). I would really very much like to hear what other people (you, my readers) think about this. Talk to me. I’d appreciate some feedback here. It’s a big decision.